What Friends? (Slight vent..)

Apparently I found out who my friends are.. a friend should at least message you once every so often. People could say, "well what about you?" I'm tired of starting the fucking conversation thanks. Everyone that ever meant something to me would cross my mind everyday, but what do I get every time I try to chat? short sentences instead of either, "I'm kinda busy," or "I don't really feel like chatting right now." instead everyone leaves me freakin hanging.. thanks a lot.. I don't have a heart at all ya know, I'm not human , pffft nah..